Boston-Town
Hello Vast Cyber-Linked World,
I am now writing from the city of Boston, where I am rehearsing for my next gig. I found a song today that I had not heard in a while. Here are the lyrics.
Been spending so much time underground
I guess my eyes adjusted
To the lack of light
I got
Covered in darkness
Covered in darkness
I have been waiting
Always waiting for something new
Happiness has always ended
In the blink of an eye
There was no one attending
No one attending
It doesn't really matter where it all began
All I know
I got covered in darkness
Covered in darkness
Ever wonder why I never really truly connect
Although my eyes are open
I can hold your gaze
But I am never connected
Never connected
I am famous for my generosity
They say I am the kindest
But it is easier to
Give than receive love
Give than receive love
It doesn't really matter where it all began
All I know
I was covered in darkness
Covered in darkness
Turning pages over
Run away to nowhere
And it's hard to take control
When your enemy's old and afraid of you
You'll discover that the monster you were running from
Is the monster in you
Better to hold on to love
Better to hold on to love
Change will come
It doesn't really matter where it all began
All I know
I was covered in darkness
Covered in darkness
It doesn't really matter where it all began
Cuz all I know
I was lost
I was lost
No, no
It doesn't really matter where it all began no no
All I know
I was lost
I feel lost
Lost
No...
I think the last time I heard this song, I was starting to feel like this. I remember being in Walt Disney World. I decided to go with the family and not take a friend along. This was a mistake. Being 20 in Disney with your family is not what I would call exciting. My brother is far younger than I, thus the age gap makes such events a little rough. (At least it did at the time, I think at this point we would have a kick ass time.) Anyway. I remember starting to fall into this very stagnant, and blah mood, that in some ways has been an underlying force for me for some time. It really had no founding in the people around me. Something I created on my own. I think it important to have some darkness in one's life: How else will we see our light?
I think things are balancing out. Taking better care of myself. Working. For now things are swell.
I am now writing from the city of Boston, where I am rehearsing for my next gig. I found a song today that I had not heard in a while. Here are the lyrics.
Been spending so much time underground
I guess my eyes adjusted
To the lack of light
I got
Covered in darkness
Covered in darkness
I have been waiting
Always waiting for something new
Happiness has always ended
In the blink of an eye
There was no one attending
No one attending
It doesn't really matter where it all began
All I know
I got covered in darkness
Covered in darkness
Ever wonder why I never really truly connect
Although my eyes are open
I can hold your gaze
But I am never connected
Never connected
I am famous for my generosity
They say I am the kindest
But it is easier to
Give than receive love
Give than receive love
It doesn't really matter where it all began
All I know
I was covered in darkness
Covered in darkness
Turning pages over
Run away to nowhere
And it's hard to take control
When your enemy's old and afraid of you
You'll discover that the monster you were running from
Is the monster in you
Better to hold on to love
Better to hold on to love
Change will come
It doesn't really matter where it all began
All I know
I was covered in darkness
Covered in darkness
It doesn't really matter where it all began
Cuz all I know
I was lost
I was lost
No, no
It doesn't really matter where it all began no no
All I know
I was lost
I feel lost
Lost
No...
I think the last time I heard this song, I was starting to feel like this. I remember being in Walt Disney World. I decided to go with the family and not take a friend along. This was a mistake. Being 20 in Disney with your family is not what I would call exciting. My brother is far younger than I, thus the age gap makes such events a little rough. (At least it did at the time, I think at this point we would have a kick ass time.) Anyway. I remember starting to fall into this very stagnant, and blah mood, that in some ways has been an underlying force for me for some time. It really had no founding in the people around me. Something I created on my own. I think it important to have some darkness in one's life: How else will we see our light?
I think things are balancing out. Taking better care of myself. Working. For now things are swell.
